Thursday, April 7, 2011
不知不觉已经四月了,时间还是那么的快。
高中生活,平凡中的不平凡。 有时,就和一个普普通通的学生一样,有时,又与众不同。
昨天,前往一个研讨会,才深深体会人生的改变。
with no one knowing u and saying hi. that is a change. probably that is something never happen before. i used to take pride in attending functions and conferences and conventions etc. and i really like to network with ppl and make friends and learn from others. but now, i notice i am so lazy to do these now. i am feeling lazy to even talk to my own classmates at times. the skill of networking is important. i just remember how i used to have so many more numbers in my phone. i am lazy to save numbers of ppl now.
life is changing.
somehow, i feel that there is little point to know more ppl but to know ppl deeper. maybe life expectation changes.
college is a place full of talents. practically everywhere, even a dull looking nobody may have some really amazing skill hidden up his sleeves. as much i am tactful towards how i plan my jc life. i feel much more incompetent. i sometimes ask myself is this a sign of old age? that im losing fighting power?
it is a rare chance that i get some free time to myself today. i rarely get free time so i m abit lost on what to do now. that does not mean i have no work to do. just that i want to relax.
this is going ot be the most un artistic post i ever written lol.
on the part of anger management, i am really happy that college life is much more happier. i have yet to lose my cool and turn real nasty. i dont want to and i wish to leave the state as of now. perhaps that explain why i am feeling good despite being so busy with stuff.
just as today is thursday, and tmr is friday, meaning there is drama!!
i cant help but to remember the good old days. esp the days of drama camp.
i shall not talk abt drama camp cos it will go on and on, anyway, it induces sad emotions.
i will post properly next time.
:)
幻想-I-N-G@9:54 PM
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Tuesday, April 5, 2011
犀利。
没错,一双犀利的眼神。
为此奋斗。努力加油。
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还是应该回到以前一样,尽量把自己的一切记录下来。
我不想遗失这美好的回忆。
不管是好是坏,这都是我人生的痕迹,生存过的遗痕。
幻想-I-N-G@5:30 AM
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