Saturday, August 7, 2010
today is sat.
and once again, i feel damn ticked off.
yesterday, was nat day celebration. well, much of an expectation i will say. i had lots of fun, taking photos with jeff, trying out his wonderful lens as well as experimenting with dslr. got a few pretty shots of wahchin jie and hong sian and mr lim. mrs giam put my photo on the banner, haha
rest of the day was spent generally in sentosa, dragged along by yuanxin. of course, i wasnt prepared to go and need to go home to get my equipments. i was surprised with myself that i went with a group of not-very-interesting-guys. this is like..omg. anyway, from the way they went about doing things, i will say, great trouble for yiyun.
at least the day has more surprises. we got hooked up by a filipin chio bu. she is really hot and she is very spontaneous. I jokingly told pengcheng to ask for a photo, and he really did. oh man, he is really has some balls. it is not long before she asked for our contacts.
the night is damn epic. my mum made me wait to wait for her to eat finish in a posh restruant with her company for like 1hr plus. she told me it will be done by 8.30pm and i waited till like 10? i feel like a stupid idiot sitting in mac till i fall asleep. and in between i called to ask, she never even say that she will be late. somemore, she told me they are billing when i called. and their billing took like half an hour. i wonder which cashier so slow sia. i am so de-energised liao. then she make me walk ard marina to see sands.
then later, we saw a bus-stop and saw 106 passing by, so we went to check out for 106 cos it is directly home bus. and we started waiting. and guess wad, she blamed me for not being high! and not fun, and then say she wants to walk ard clark quey area. hello, how the hell i am suppose to know. and she did not even say. i am like wtf. then i got blamed.
the following morning, which is today, i woke up at 11am and that is when i heard she calling me. then she just got pissed off that she waited for me to wake up from 9. and freak hell, i am suppose to know in my sleep that someone is waiting for me. superman ah. she got pissed that i dont want go out and showed me the face, i guess the only thing that seems sensible to do, is to ask she wants to get out. and god gracious me, she went to sleep.
im out of words, i am not a mind reader, and every instance think about what is on ur mind sia. everything also blame on me.
幻想-I-N-G@11:45 AM
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Thursday, August 5, 2010
ok, i shall post before 12, so that the dates dont screw up.
i am lazy to type in chinese. lol.
today, as black as the us black tuesday.
i screwed up history essay badly. very badly.
hardly can pass sia. i dont know how to manage lah, history suppose to get me a1.
now after some calculation. i must do super and exceptionally well for ihc.
to be exact, a1. in order to pull back the grade a bit.
as for some reflection.
i think i am so used to sadness that i can hardly smile.
home is like a massive ball of darkness and sad feeling.
literally, my house lighting not very good. very gloomy.
i always feel damn sad at home always, for random reason..
so much for now.
幻想-I-N-G@7:37 PM
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Wednesday, August 4, 2010
i realised a lot of people are using tumbler...
and blogger is so not famous now.
but i still like blogger. I hope blogger will see this by accident and probably give me some reward. haha. week 6, is a week for ace. chiong ah..
somehow, i am always thinking about the question of being process important and getting awards, recently.
nothing much to do with cca appreciation.
cos thinking about how to write my testimonial and found nothing much to write abt. no awards, no leadership role, only got some cip only. on the contrary, i realised ppl ard me, did much lesser, and enjoyed much more, and achieved more than me. maybe it is my way of doing things, or maybe my character.
ok, i dont feel like elaborating, if not it will rack up alot of old feelings and sentiments.
i am happy with what i have,
because this incident brought me to realise that, i do only what i am interested in, and for the sake of my interest. as for other stuff, it is merely an bonus. i cant be bothered with ppl riding their way through with strings.
幻想-I-N-G@12:26 AM
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Monday, August 2, 2010
麦兜定律:你不尊重我，我尊重你，你还不尊重我，我依旧尊重你。你再不尊重我，我就废了你。
我只是喜欢麦兜，首先定律是总结出来的，不是原话说出来的，你可以不理解“定律”两个字，粤语版的还是国语版的麦兜都演绎出了这种哲理，你可以不喜欢以下的话，这是你的权利，而发表日志，我喜欢的麦兜日志也是我的权利。谢谢。-->not said by me...
麦兜定律一：不要和女人讲道理，尤其是生气的女人。
麦兜定律二：你不尊重我，我尊重你，你还不尊重我，我依旧尊重你。你再不尊重我，我就废了你。
麦兜定律三：想哭就哭，想笑就笑，不要因为世界虚伪，你也变的虚伪了。
麦兜定律四：不开心睡一觉，就让它过去吧。伤心还好，伤胃就不好了。
麦兜定律五，要懂得珍惜守护，身边的每个人，因为前世扭断脖子的回眸，我们才换来了今生的相遇！
麦兜定律六，我们可以慢慢向前走，但绝对不能后退。
麦兜定律七，永远不要后退，退到最后是无路可退。
麦兜定律八，有事情是要说出来的，不要等着对方去领悟，因为对方不是你，不知道你想要什么，等到最后只能是伤心和失望，尤其是感情。
麦兜精神一：感谢黑夜的来临，我知道今天不论有多失败，全新的明天仍然等待我来证明自己．．．
麦兜精神二：感谢我的身材，即使臃肿，我也能到世界各地去旅游。
麦兜精神三：感谢那些曾让我伤心难过的日子，我知道快乐已经离我不远了。
麦兜精神四：感谢我的鼻子，即使塌，也让我可以呼吸新鲜空气。
麦兜精神五：感谢太阳又升起，继续点燃我的梦想。
麦兜精神六：感谢不离不弃的你，让我知道仍有人爱我。
麦兜精神七：感谢我的双眼，再小，再眯，我也能看见，日出，日落，花开，花谢。
麦兜精神八：感谢老天爷所降下的雨水，为伤心淤积的心灵给刷洗洁净。
麦兜精神九：感谢你的支持，不论今天有多挫折，我仍会勇敢地活下去。
幻想-I-N-G@9:46 PM
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Sunday, August 1, 2010
今天在想，
自己这个怪胎，连毕业典礼不想出席，
有时，连我自己也不了解自己。
好多时候，想想这四年到底做了什么，
懒洋洋的星期天，胡思乱想，十六岁的幻想，十七岁继续，到了十八，还在幻想着，这个胡思乱想的毛病可能已经改不掉了。
好像inception一样，
这是一部很值得看的电影，很有意义。
最近有好多好的电影看。。
钱包又要漏洞了
幻想-I-N-G@2:33 PM
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