Thursday, July 29, 2010

amazing, 58 post in like 2 years?
i am lacking the stamina, not just in blogging,
but studies.

honestly, i hate writing long paragraph cos it makes the blog look so draggy and wordy.
it is nice to have pics.
but i am lazy. especially, blogger is rather troublesome for pics. imo

anyway,
was thinking abt a compre passage that was discussed in chinese class. abt how a child is an exact representation of the parents. that sent shivers down my back, i dont want to grow up like my parents, especially with specific reference to the kind of family situation that i am in now. i would say my parents have failed, none the less, even now, i can feel some of the ways of doing things passed down to me. this really scares me. i really want a nice family in the future. with a lovely wife. i am so doubtful of how far can i go in life, given the way that i think as influenced by my parents. realised this when i found difficulty sometimes working with people.

it is said home a gateway for storms and rain, why do i feel that home is the place that is having thunderstorm everyday?

on a happier note,

there is something to look forward to in the month of august. lots of holidays, fun stuff and
not to mention, nearer to exam.

bless to myself.

幻想-I-N-G@9:37 PM

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